writing this a bit late (2026-10-12 and 2026-10-15)
Apparently I have been here exactly a year ago. there is a note called “My Update Sep 2025”. lol.
where I noted down 3 points to include for the Sep 2025 update
- my information collection obsession... the one big realisation moment
- having way not enough time
- systemc2
- moving out....
but never wrote any update. typical me.
so on to Sep 2026.
spent most of it in Tirol with family. in the last days of Autust I finally made the commute there… after my execution skill battle being so bad, that I even procrastinated traveling to Tirol for almost 3 weeks.
went on two epic e-bike tours there (second one). wingfoiling once. and organized pizza + campfire with friends once.
I talked with my Mom about my mental struggle of Execution Skill problems. and she was like: let’s take blood, see what’s off there. me was like WHAT (i more had a few sessions with a psychologist in mind). BUT turns out she was absolutely right. after taking Vitamin-C and Folsäure (the 2 things severely missing in my blood) by the end of the month I was executing some relevant tasks everyday or using the day for proper leisure time.
Also I now have regular coaching sessions. that helped as well.